Sierra attacks Alan
Broken Rejected MateSierra attacks Alan when her first uncontrolled wolf state overwhelms her ability to recognize him as an ally. The assault is not a deliberate betrayal but the immediate consequence of a persecuted identity, a powerful Dysomnia nature, and a feral instinct that converts even rescue into perceived danger. Alan survives the encounter because he treats her as his mate rather than as an enemy, and the scene becomes an early proof that their bond must be lived through restraint, protection, and trust rather than simple recognition.
Circumstances of the Encounter
Alan goes after Sierra because he believes he has to protect her. He knows that any wolf who sees a Dysomnia may be inclined to kill her on sight, a response produced by the history of fear surrounding her kind. Instead of seeking help, he climbs the stairs, follows her scent into the forest, and shifts without allowing himself time to dwell on the pain. His purpose narrows to finding his mate, and the urgency of that purpose drives him into the danger he is trying to prevent.
Alan catches Sierra quickly despite her Dysomnia advantages. He attributes part of his speed to the alpha blood in him, while acknowledging that Sierra may be stronger, more powerful, and faster than an ordinary wolf. The pursuit therefore carries an important contrast: Alan is not trying to overpower her, but to reach her before another wolf can interpret her feral condition as a reason for execution.
The Attack
When Alan reaches Sierra, he tries to communicate that he only wants to help. He expects her to feel what he feels and assumes that their bond should be stronger than ever. In the feral state, however, the bond does not translate into comprehension. Sierra’s wolf cannot receive Alan’s intention as reassurance, and Alan can identify the precise moment when she begins to see him as a threat.
Sierra lunges before Alan can prepare for the attack and sinks her fangs into both of his forearms. The injury makes the encounter physically unmistakable: the mate who has come to save her is left bleeding in the forest. Yet Alan does not retaliate. Because Sierra is his mate, he believes he cannot strike back, even after she has wounded him. His restraint prevents the confrontation from becoming a reciprocal fight and keeps the scene centered on protection rather than dominance.
The sight of Alan’s blood finally reaches Sierra through a channel that words and the mate bond could not open. She releases a low whine and collapses. A minute later, the wolf that attacked him is gone, leaving an unconscious blonde human girl on the ground. The reversal is immediate and severe: Sierra moves from apparent predator to vulnerable person, while Alan moves from hopeful rescuer to injured caretaker.
Immediate Aftermath
Alan shifts back quickly, wincing at the gash in his arm even though he expects it to heal. His attention remains fixed on Sierra’s safety. He finds robes hidden in the bushes near the pack grounds, covers both of them, and lifts her into his arms. The practical work of clothing and carrying her follows directly from his refusal to abandon her; the attack has not cancelled the obligation he associates with their mating bond.
The danger continues when Sierra’s father arrives and sees Alan carrying his daughter. Rather than being greeted as a rescuer, Alan appears to him as a possible threat, and Sierra’s father immediately looks ready to kill him. The scene consequently extends the same problem beyond Sierra’s feral perception: even those trying to protect her can be misread, because her condition places every encounter inside a culture of suspicion.
Dysomnia History and the Meaning of the Violence
Sierra’s father explains that Dysomnias have been hunted for centuries. According to the history he gives her, Dysomnia wolves once lived in harmony with other werewolves and were revered for their strength and intelligence, perhaps even treated as a kind of royalty. That status ended when all Dysomnia wolves became feral, hunted other werewolves, and killed without reason. The present persecution is therefore framed as a collective attempt to prevent a repetition of an older catastrophe.
He estimates that no more than twenty Dysomnias may remain in the entire world. Their near-extinction gives Sierra’s attack a meaning larger than an isolated accident: the violence comes from a bloodline carrying both extraordinary power and the memory of mass fear. Her father suspects that the wolf’s feral turn may be seeking revenge for the Dysomnias who have been killed. He nevertheless separates Sierra from the history imposed on her, insisting that she is his daughter and promising to do anything to protect her.
Consequences for Sierra and Alan
The attack demonstrates that Sierra cannot safely rely on ordinary wolf behavior during her first transformations. In the wolf state, werewolves are described as animals that lack even the human sense to climb stairs, whereas a Dysomnia is fundamentally different. Sierra’s greater strength and speed do not give her greater control; they make the consequences of losing control more dangerous. Her attack on Alan is thus both an act of bodily violence and evidence of the gap between her inherited capacity and her developing understanding of it.
For Alan, the encounter turns the idea of a mate into an active ethical demand. He follows Sierra, accepts injury, and refuses retaliation because his relationship to her requires protection even when she cannot recognize him. The value at stake shifts from rescue to survival, then from survival to trust: Sierra must eventually learn that her power does not define her as the monster others fear, while Alan must continue to distinguish her feral state from her intentions as a person.
The later reaction to Sierra’s reputation shows how difficult that distinction remains. When Charlie’s green eyes widen after meeting her, he identifies her as the girl who killed a hunter. The recognition links the earlier attack on Alan to the broader history of violence around Sierra: she is feared not only because she is a Dysomnia, but because visible incidents have already made her into a figure associated with killing. Her attack on Alan therefore stands at the intersection of intimate danger and collective persecution, marking the moment when the mate bond first survives the force of her inherited ferality.

